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2011-04-20T22:21:00.001+08:00

Waiting for that special person to visit this post =)

2008-09-04T21:09:00.006+08:00

I will boast in the Lord. I will boast of my weakness so that His strength may be made complete in me. The Lord is merciful and faithful in His Word and works.He is good. He is faithful. His Word is true.Another long 2 hour chat with my grandma today after a short misunderstanding. This was how it happened:I had been fatigued over the past 2 weeks and allowed fear to conquer me and lose boldness

2008-08-31T00:13:00.001+08:00

Today my grandma hugged my mum for the first time in decades.I was delighted to see the smile on both their faces. How much more the joy of reconciliation of Him who reconciled the world to God. The ministry of reconciliation.When my mum left, grandma told me how she found it awkward doing what she did. She says she finds it embrassing to do such a thing, being more conservative.I told her to do

2008-08-21T00:10:00.002+08:00

On this day, I arrived back late at midnight, after the preparation for Vivace and staying back in the library to use the internet.I was locked out of my grandma's home as the door was shut tight. I knocked a couple of times but there was no answer. Not wanting to disturb my grandma, I decided to sleep outside.[remember to upload photo here]

2008-08-18T19:48:00.005+08:00

The Lord has opened doors for me to go down to live with my grandmother! Thank you all who have prayed for me...A start in the new school term, many new experiences and new challenges coming ahead for me. These were the stuff my grandma kept.. in the toilet..(the stains above represents the state the toilet was in before being cleaned) Indeed, the old has gone, the new has come... (the cleaning

2007-04-01T07:08:00.000+08:00

A man who decided to study full time in Bible College in Australia?

2007-03-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

A dream.Reconciliation."I'm sorry."Everyone took initiative.Everyone "washed each others feet".No one took pride.Perfect love and forgiveness.I humble myself to your initiative. The ball is at your court.

2007-02-13T15:59:00.000+08:00

Isaiah 62 1 For Zion's sake I will not keep silent, for Jerusalem's sake I will not remain quiet, till her vindication shines out like the dawn, her salvation like a blazing torch. 2 The nations will see your vindication, and all kings your glory; you will be called by a new name that the mouth of the LORD will bestow. 3 You will be a crown of

2007-01-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

spent time with bro junhao today. First time in nyp.so excited to hear about Cambodia from Rev William Chang and another brother from YCC.Hmm.. really not enuf time to write haha. will work on it.

2007-01-05T09:59:00.000+08:00

Gi-Raf-Fi are back in their neighbourhood. A precious moment was leaving them and seeing them again. (tbc)

2007-01-03T01:29:00.000+08:00

Inspired to pick up the pen (or keyboard) to start penning down again by Isaac, so that my blessings may be shared with all.Very encouraged by the chain of events flowing through. Not because it's all jolly happy, in fact, it is melancholic and painful even, but all praise be unto God.Many things have changed in 2006 - 2007. I take delight in God's work and I continue to want to be that catalyst

2005-12-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

Our Lord's Prayer (Latin)PATER noster, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen. OUR Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom

2005-09-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Overview of locations to be travelledPhibun-Mangsahan, Ubon Ratchathani Nan, Northern Thailand Nonghan, Northern Thailand

2005-09-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Had quite a long talk with my parents over the issue of booking the air tickets for the mission trip.My stand is with Sam Tay in going together as a team. As much as I have already considered the cost savings, it seems to have a huge lost in the team bonding. In fact, I think it'll be good if we do not seperate throughout the whole journey, unless the mission specifically requires us to do so.

2005-09-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

Cross Examination.It is right to examine my ways and question the intent of the heart. Reveal my hidden secrets, any unpleasing thoughts and deeds.Self denial.The humbling process is always painful and difficult to come to terms with. Not that I like the wordly self, so much that I hope to tear it down and stomp all over it. But it is still a reality ever present.Too much activities are clotting

2005-09-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

A new entry to a journal of a new chapter.Chosen.Why am I chosen?What is God's purpose in this?How am I equipped?I've been waiting all the while and this must be it. Is this a calling? No bright light from heaven and a voice speaking or a vision or dream has came upon me; perhaps my understanding of a call from God is naive and immature.Yet I have read many passages from the Bible that calls us

2005-07-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

"Silver or gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you; in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk" - Acts 3:6Visited a friend I have not been very faithful towards today. SMS-ed another who is in dire need of acceptance but perhaps I have not been very caring. May You help me to show more love towards those who I fail to show love towards, and by the work of His hands shape our lives to

2005-01-31T22:43:00.000+08:00

Now this is love, ... What I would be thinking of in my last moments... All along, I have been trying to forge out a love story in my life; one I would treasure, one I would hold close to me - to the very point of death. In due time, I realized that the greatest love story has already been written and is being disclosed at this very moment. What really runs this world is love. No one can deny

2005-01-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

dearest brothers and sisters, Yes, it is good to share within the week, no matter how busy we are. So here I am, sharing with you just a short glimpse of what's going on for the past 2 week in my life while I wasn't with some of you. It also acts as a reflection point for me to discover God and to give thanks for all He has given me. Last Tuesday, able to attend Dot Cell. A miraculous book-out

2004-11-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

Thanksgiving JCC Camp Light 2004 Praise be to our Lord Jesus Christ for His marvelous works in Camp Light 2004, sweeping the darkness away of the children and our lives with His light. God never fails to plant new experiences in our lives as we boldly stand up for Him, if we dare to take just that little step of faith, with Him leading, to break barriers and connect with the lives of many

2004-06-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

The only one I wish to talk to is You right now and forevermore.

2004-04-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

T01/S02/B05 S8506437A OCT LEE WAI LAM MERVYN 9th APRIL 2004 This is an autobiography of NRIC No. S8506437A, OCT LEE WAI LAM MERVYN, written on the 9th of April, 2004. I come from a Christian family, though not a my relatives share the same faith. My father is a retiree who used to work under SBS as a senior Depot Officer, while my mother holds a post of Accountancy Officer in SIA. Of my three

2004-02-29T02:50:00.000+08:00

Who is GOD? Then the LORD came down in the cloud and stood there with him and proclaimed his name, the Lord. And he passed in front of Moses, proclaiming, "The LORD, the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness, maintaining love to thousands, and forgiving wickedness, rebellion and sin. Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes

2004-02-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

Haven't found the motivation to blog for a very very long time. Occasionally, I get the urge but the content just dwells down. I've been in the army already for close to 3 months and am about to POP soon in 3 weeks time. I'm glad I haven't succumbed to wordly influence, and the Lord has driven conviction deep within me and gave me the discerning eye to discriminate between what is of worth and

2003-12-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

A New Creation - Goodbye to the Old "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" - 2 Corinthians 5:17 Last Easter outreach, this messaged preached by Reverend John Tan touched my life. Then, I made recommitted my life to serve the Lord God. Since then, many things have taken a change. As an infant christian, many new challenges arised, many

2003-12-01T13:24:00.000+08:00

My computer has been down for a week... but I shall rejoice in the Lord for I have spent more time dwelling in His Word and renewing my faith, accumulating the treasures and wealth that will last beyond this world. "The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment" - "The Little Principle" extract from "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" by Joshua Harris Timothy lent me a book, titled "I Kissed Dating

2003-12-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

Adrenaline rushing, energy bursting, day of excitement, God's blessing. Saturday was a thrilling day for me. I didn't expect to have so much fun and the friends that God had brought to the outing was beyond the grim outlook of the weather and the poor last minute arrangements made. There wasn't any blazing sun, beach babes or hunks, huge waves, nor did we get a nice tan (sigh..) but everybody

2003-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

Blogging from Tim teh's house. My computer broke down and i can't post.. perhaps it's time to spent more time thinking before jotting them down.. and I'll be able to sort out my thoughts and find areas of application, especially where I lack of it.

2003-11-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

Studied physics with eric, jeesiang and timothy today. We had quite a reasonable discussion today, and nothing beats companionship with a talk-cock session again haha... Not to mention a few "distractions"! No lar... I don't think it's nice to call other people that. It's just my screwed up nature with girls haha.. Don't really click well with the opposite sex i guess. Sometimes I wished things

2003-11-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Tuition is always fun at Mr Chin's place. He treated us to his goodies again haha... Anyway while having lunch with Jee Siang and Eric at Clementi Mac today, they called me "Pastor Lee" for being preachy. Haha.. I know they mean well and I'm actually quite delighted but I don't have that level of spiritual maturity yet. Made me think of Reverend John Tan when he was in the police force. People

2003-11-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

crap... my IE browser can't browse my blog. Time to download Mozilla... and it's too late to blog noooOO!! Gd luck to chem people on your paper 1 tmr. oh and my comp is screwing up again.. overheating all the time cause my graphic card fan dying again. Got to get that excess heat off by having an electrical fan blow direct over an open casing haha...

2003-11-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Randy did these questions which I adopted and omitted some redundant ones. I've learnt more about myself through answering the questions below. Why don't you try them too? 1. Have you ever been in love? Yes. Though I've been attracted by a few girls before, I would say I have only been in love once. 2. How do you know its love? Actually, I don't really know. It brings me both joy and pain. I

2003-11-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

"I have not asked a girl out until I was 18." - Phua Chu Beng (PCK Pte Ltd) Haha... pretty amusing statement. Not that there's anything wrong with it but it's like a parallel. Remembered the first time I asked a girl to go out with me. That was early June, just before the holidays. 6th of June to be precise =P We both did but not together ^^ still had fun though cause it was my first time and I

2003-11-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

I spent the whole morning playing GunBound with jason lim... good thing we stopped before lunch. Went to study at KFC with jeesiang and eric. Wish you both well for their chem paper tmr and on thurs. Don't choke on the questions! This portion is kind of a personal response to Eric's blog. His uncle is pestering him to continue his studies overseas. Personally, I haven't got a plan what to do

2003-11-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

What a Crybaby! When I came into this world, I cried out of innocence. As a toddler, I cried to seek attention. I cried when I was hungry. I cried on pooing in my diapers. During my childhood days, I cried even more frequently. When I made my first mistake, I cried because I felt guilty. The spanking of the cane made me cry out of pain. When I felt mistreated, I cried out of self-pity. When

2003-11-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were

2003-11-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

Seen the latest pepsi ad for Pepsi X - energy cola? The one where clubbers are dancing in the wilderness, and the sun rises, and the next thing is they sprint off to the dark side. That's one ad that really tickles me, leaves a long lasting impression. Sometimes I even ask myself why does good things have to come to an end. At the end, there's this guy who runs out of "gas" and just gives up.

2003-11-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

Don't know whether there are any truth in these, here goes: Nobility is not shown through love, but in love. Seperation isn't quantified in metrics, it's immeasurable. A perfect beauty. When perfection fades away, what's left is beauty in imperfection. Values are what you want but don't have. Don't lose them. Love creates independence, but it isn't independent. To do without life is better to do

2003-11-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Pathways to Peace I was watching the flash from link that Eric put on his blog, "Interview with God". Some really awesome breath-taking scenaries, along with thought stimulating quotes. Found another to include so click on the link above to visit. Got time? Visit both! "I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love." - Mother Teresa

2003-11-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Sat for Computing Paper 1 today. Seriously, I took it quite lightly < no pun intended. Wanted to go party at the park... do the chihuahua thing. Nobody wanted to go with me. I was quite angry and reluctant to drop the idea. Ended up playing LAN at Ginza, which was rather monotonous. My blood is stirring up for some intense and more extreme outdoor activities. Having exams seems to be more

2003-11-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

Cyclical pattern of depression kicking in again. To top the emotional turmoil, I'm suffering from a splitting headache caused by my toothache. Thank God the swelling's going off after the horrendous visit to the dentist and his evil drill. I had to bear the intolerable suffering on the way back from Orchard till Jurong. Just that short 2 hours made me feel the inexplicable sensation of physical

2003-11-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

A love story with different perspectives. Nope, not mine, but one day I'm going to compose one of my own. Already got one started, continue to build on it and perhaps it may be posted here. Happy ending? Tragedy? Will it be from the protagonist's point of view? or perhaps the victim? Haha... life's experiences are like a thriller, leaving you in suspense, yet the author hasn't completed the

2003-11-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

Liberation... Maths paper 1 and Econs paper 3 are over. Time to start the bonfire. Losing the mood to continue, but I guess I must persevere to the end. Let's all finish the race set out before us and get the load over. Then can go on my dream vacation at Tekong Resort haha... God bless you. Through prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, I ask that God may watch over your safety and fulfill the

2003-11-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

I must be moody and out of my mind. Don't know what came over me. I feel like I'm losing control of myself. Behaved like a jerk, pissed people of like a bastard. For those I offended, I honestly want to apologize, and seek your forgiveness. I uttered a whole load of crap today, which was totally irrational, not that I don't on other days.. haha... but I guess I went overboard. I need a break,

2003-11-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

Spend the day out at Orchard today. Watched Matrix Revolution with Jee Siang and Matthew. Was 11am and the show was starting in 5 minutes, we sprinted back to Lido just on time to grab some bites and snacks too. Talk about exhilaration! I thought it was really cool, with all the effects and stuff, although some were repeated and the plot was starting to get dull already... too draggy perhaps. It

2003-11-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

Quite a productive day, revised ROG stuff and also did Nov 2002 Maths Paper 1. Deserve to watch Matrix Revolutions tomorrow! Either way still want to watch it. Not one moment with Jee Siang, Eric and Tim Teh can I stop laughing... full of crap, not that I'm complaining. Just that my stomach hurts so badly after all the retarded-ness I've got to sleep faced down. Expended the rest of my energy

2003-11-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

Monday morning blues... cancelled econs remedial, cancelled physics tuition... did not do anything much for the day and the exams just 1 week round the corner. Studied in the library with Jee Siang and Eric through the afternoon and another crapping session took place; full of laughter and ridicule at each other. Tim Teh joined us for soccer today! 6 BIG boys this time, no small kids. Some

2003-11-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

Temptation: Blessing or a Curse? - Luke 4:1-15 Why does God let us be tempted? I always dream of an utopia where there is no temptation to daunt us and everyone is holy and sinless. Imagine a place where no guilt and shame devours the mind, and true freedom lies. While that is what we may experience after the second coming of Christ, we have to face the reality of the world we live in, that we

2003-11-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

The Parable of the Orange Tree A story read during cell today. Very meaningful, be it to the Chrisitian, back-sliding Christian and non-Christian. A lot of different ways to view the story from. We shared our perspectives among each other, also had quite a fun time in communion with each other. Shu Lin was available today cause he was off work. Glad today most of us could make it in quite a

2003-11-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

More afterthoughts: Nature of Love: We'll never know the fullness of someone's love until we love that someone Even as a Christian, God doesn't grant us a life without temptations and obstacles. We face stuggles daily, and life just isn't the bed of roses we expect it to be. How do we respond to the difficulties we face? More still, do we believe in what God wants to do for us rather than what

2003-11-01T13:15:00.000+08:00

This post was posted later on Sunday instead cause Saturday was fully packed. Wingfat, Jee Siang and Eric came over to my house today. Had lunch together then planned to study. But not too long after we were diverted off track from our goal. Jee Siang went to sleep and me and Eric went to play GTA Vice City. Keep failing in a mission because we either got busted or crashed and got wasted. Was

2003-10-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

Practised maths in school till 6 zzz.. can hardly take any more.. my concentration span is too short. Perhaps it's cause of lack of sleep since yesterday, and for the past 2 weeks, been having non-stop activities throughout. Tomorrow will be a nice break. Eric, Wingfat and Jee Siang coming over to my place to study first then have lunch together... probably study some more (unlikely) then watch

2003-10-30T11:59:00.000+08:00

Went school in the morning to see Ms Kuah to clarify my doubts about Maths paper 1 questions... wingfat supposed to come but he "pang seh" because he play d2 with robert till 7am... Anyway liujun was there so not so lonely. Waited again from 11am to 1pm... just to go gym with jee siang and eric. Jee siang was completely hooked onto his looted "glittering longsword" on Towers that he couldn't

2003-10-30T07:09:00.001+08:00

Confession & Communion Kneeling before Your presence, with teary eyes, an earnest heart. Sacred flesh on one hand, redeeming blood on the other. Burdened by the essence of sacrifice, an impure offering would be presented. Yet, with every intent of honesty and sincerity, I present a request before You. Accept my prayer dear Lord, for my iniquity distanced us. Given the choice between You and

2003-10-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

Sunday's end of month service was a combined, with youth and adults worshiping together. We also have communion then. The sermon text was taken from Proverbs 3, the topic on "The Skill of Loving God". The sermon was given by an invited guest speaker, Dr Gary Choong, whereby he brought out many notable pointers that stimulates the mind, be it Christians or even non-Christians. I pray that all

2003-10-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

Arranged to meet Jee Siang in school at 9 to study. Reached school at 9:30am but no sign of that self-proclaimed chick-defiler (the only chick he defiles is probably KFC's original). Slept at the bleachers till 10:30am and he finally shows up. The sun was a scorcher. Could feel my skin soaking up the high intensity of uv rays, such that there was a ripping effect on it. Seriously, the school

2003-10-29T07:22:00.000+08:00

# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR 1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills. They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitelyhelpful for

2003-10-28T18:09:00.000+08:00

You know, my internet connection was down yesterday. I wanted to blog so much since Sunday, I must be suffering from Blog-neumia. Check out my multiple post today!

2003-10-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Another crappy one from Edmund: Message: Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth date together like in the example until there is only one digit.............. A Birth Number does not prevent you

2003-10-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

Kok Boon posted this on Friendster, so I decide to try myself. M Success comes easily to you. E You are a very exciting person. R You are a social butterfly. V You have a very good physical and looks. Y You cause a lot of trouble. N You like to work, but you always want a break. L Love is something you deeply believe in. E You are a very, very exciting person. E You are a very, very

2003-10-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Missed a blog yesterday. Went out to watch Infernal Affairs 2 in the afternoon and then hang out at Holland V with samuel and alvin. Sat and talk at Coffee Club till 11pm. The mud pie and cheese cake was nice ^^. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a

2003-10-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

What do girls look out in guys? haha that was what I asked shufen meiqi and liujun on monday. Today was a catchup to the discussion then. I shot quite a lot of questions on looks, character, status, etc. Guys should use facials. haha I found this rather amusing. Cleansing foam is a must while other products such as facial scurbs are a bonus. Guys should be neat. Seems to be a plus plus point

2003-10-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

Spent half a day waiting. The next half tried to bake myself... failure. Why didn't I become black? The sun seemed perfect today... was warm and inviting. Some strangers took us on soccer but we were already dead of exhaustion. Could feel my throat drying up and my saliva turning foamy. Played volleyball too, but at half the vigour and enthusiasm we start off with. 2 people standing on each side

2003-10-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up early fully refreshed and ready for the physics practical. God answered my prayer last night. Well, I always pray for strength the next morning and BEHOLD! I'm full of energy every fresh start of the day hahaha... Thank God for a father that always prepares breakfast for me way early in the morning... i mean like how rare is that? I always argue with my father and find myself in bad terms

2003-10-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Fatigue set in even before the week starts. Gym was extremely tiring today. Right from the start, could feel my muscles giving way. No ache, just extreme worn out. The slave master was no exception haha, both of us were struggling. Glad that we're having a break tomorrow. When to eat @ dover with js after that, shouldn't have eaten too much... that second plate of chicken rice after the wanton

2003-10-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

Purposeful Life; Meaningful Being; Significant Presence; Reasons to exist. How do we view life? Is it a God-forsaken realm where only war, violence and hatred exist? Does the cruelty and harshness of reality and the fight for survival, an elitist world where only the best triumph, poverty stricken and a place where the evil intentions of Man run lose and justice isn't upheld disgust the likes of

2003-10-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

haha gotta laugh at carlos cudicini because he is SO pj! Whole life lobang the ball through his legs... so retardly farnie it deserves a place in my serious blog. More Info

2003-10-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Dressed up as an ACS(I) student to attend the ACJC Openhouse. My first time attending the openhouse so I was pretty excited, cause last year was handling a booth. Went around making life difficult for J1s who were handling booths or showing people around lol. Tech Council people were doing the same thing we did last year... taking photos. The only difference was they weren't printing on the spot,

2003-10-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

Long Day; felt so happening mwahaha. Got out of bed early thinking it was saturday already. Anyway went to school for gp mock. After the mock, was raining cats and dogs. Stranded in school but thankfully had company for lunch. Didn't want to wait any longer so left when it was still drizzling. Got a lil soaked but love the kind of feeling. Went home with jeesiang and took a nap. Felt so tired.

2003-10-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

My nose leaking like a faucet again. looking terribly terrible. Had to sit through Econs mock for almost 2 and a half hour in the MPH and gasping for my breath. Could hardly concentrate in doing the essay. Later even went to gym to work out with jeesiang, but eric was *dead* so never tag along. Think I'm sick. Feeling warm over my body. My nose is numb. Face burning. Feeling tired. Muscles are

2003-10-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Played tennis with jeesiang and wingfat today. Good way to destress, if there was any pressure in the first place lol. Wingfat bought a pair of shorts just to play, but less than a day using it it was already torn again! acjc should cater clothes for people of bigger size.. or perhaps wingfat should just go on a diet. Bumped into shuwen again after tennis at the school gate. Don't know what came

2003-10-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Missed the ball, caught the ground instead. Now my foot's swelling and I'm dead beat.

2003-10-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wow.. realize the past few days I've been rather poetic. Haha.. drew inspiration from my experiences. No more poems till I get melancholic again; just kidding. Anyway, the best thing that happened today was Timothy talking to me again! He told me that I was acting pro,and indeed it was true to some extent. I always try to be different from the rest especially in front of shuwen.. and it must

2003-10-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

Observe.Interprete.Correlate.Apply Bible Study for a fruit-bearing Christian Cried out during worship. I was moved to tears by God's faithfulness to me today. He has seen me through every step in my life, sharing happiness and woes with me. I realized I am never alone, cause He will be by my side. Then why does my heart aches so much? Why has he left me in the lurch to suffer? Why doesn't he

2003-10-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

Went to the school's gym again after physics remedial. While waiting for eric and js to finish chem lecture, decided to take a nap at the bleaches. Yesterday was still taking its toll on my endurance. Eyes shut, trumpets and horns woke me up on impulse. Haha just band practising their music. Gym training was extra tiring.. muscles already aching from a week of intense activities and soul weary

2003-10-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

Truly a day of reckoning. Baccaulaurete service made me thing about God's faithfulness to me. He had seen me through many ups and downs in my days in school and out of school. When I felt low, he gave me friends to encourage me. When my friends couldn't be there, he spreads his arms around me with a peaceful and calming embrace. He let me experience love, a feeling in my heart which had died a

2003-10-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

Lots of lightning flashes in school today. Nope, no rain; but flashes from the camera. Kidding with wingfat all day about it. Everybody was going around taking shots with friends and all. had my fair share with my classmates. School was boooring. I had already lost my focus so just slacked the day through in lessons. Instead of jogging, went to gym with eric and jeesiang after school. something

2003-10-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

First day in school wif my handphone. Didn't know got so many things to do with it. Busy getting numbers of friends and storing them in my sim card. Woo! almost 50 new entries already. Rained again. Went to eat at PS with matthew, tim teh, shufen and jasper. Wanted to eat @ pastamania, ended up in cafe cartel. been a while since we went out together. really appreciate the time we spent

2003-10-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

zixiang = jee siang whatever k? next time i try to spell it correctly.

2003-10-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

A long day spent in school today. 3ple physics, 3ple econs, double maths, double GP lessons and 1 Computing period. Glad i made it through the day though i fell asleep in class. Record attendance for Physics lecture - 7; lowest turn up. Econs remedial was as slack as usual - we could do it on the spot even though we were supposed to prepare for it. Deborah, Christine, Shubhra, Timothy, me and

2003-10-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

Almost lost my umbrella again. bring it to school everyday but nv had the opportunity to use it, even though it rained today. glad that it was able to shelter someone else on the way to school. When will it be able to shelter the one i treasure so much? Wanted to play soccer in the evening but robert overslept then zixiang told me it was cancelled. Anyway had a nice afternoon nap. Waited all day

2003-10-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Worship was refreshing and brings revival to the soul. Started with "He's Able". Kinda felt silly but really merry doing the action for "He's Able". Last time I sang this song was probably back in primary school. If anybody want to know the actions that go along with the song, tag me lol. Simple as the song is, it's really full of inspiring and motivating lyrics. really the song to put you in

2003-09-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

She was absent today. Funny thing was when I finally mustered up some courage and decided on inviting her to go for Lenn's talk she wasn't around. Lenn's talk was inspiring as always. He could find means to invoke humour through a simple and crude manner. He's a really convincing speaker. Maybe I feel this way because I believe in him and haven't got much to lose from following his proven method

2003-09-28T09:52:00.000+08:00

Found a tag board where people can leave their message! Feel free to leave your prayer requests and I shall pray for you. I fell behind on my schedule for my revision again! Got to do some catching up. Today's message in Church came from the text James 1 about Suffering and Philippian 4 about Giving. Will share some of my learning when I've got more time to write. Looking forward to Monday

2003-09-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

Today began as an uneventful day. Had no plans, clinging on to routines. Was mudding when Fallin/Mirevil << tengleng message me "Don't you have physics today?". I completely forgot about it. I knew I had to go for it, even though she might not be there (and she wasn't there last week). Anyway I went for it hopeful. I reached LT4 a little late (yah I got the news a little late). Could hear fab

2003-09-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

Full of ups and downs for me today. I went to Honours' Night today. The ceremony wasn't what excited me, but the preparations did. The day before, I had my hair cut short so i could spike it lolx. I got up extra earlier to get a thorough bath and do up my hair wif a little gel. When I was ready for school, I looked in the mirror. I thought I look kinda cool and couldn't wait to get to school (

2003-09-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

A portion of the text I was reading during quiet time: Psalm 19:7-11 The law of the Lord is perfect, reviving the soul. The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, making the wise simple. The precepts of the Lord are right, giving joy to the heart. The commands of the Lord are radiant, giving light to the eyes. The fear of the Lord is pure, enduring forever. The ordinances of the Lord are sure and

2003-09-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

ARgH! Senior's nite a splittin headache. Lacking of people to occupy the vacant seats of our table. Wished that everybody could have been more cooperative and take interest in participating in such activity as a class. Guess many are uncertained because they might be travelling overseas or returning to their home country. But if not, WHY NOT GO? go lar stop waivering in your decision. VotD We

2003-09-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

This is my third time trying to post a continuous series of blogs. I've tried doing so in the past, but my attempts failed when laziness kicked in. So here goes nothing... Yesterday > made a resolution to involve God in all my actions and decisions, to devote all my life to His "good, pleasing and perfect will" (Romans 12:2). I like this verse because it always remind me that God makes the best

2003-09-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

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